and the fake qualifier


December 2025


was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


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It Will Get Lighter

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

no longer writing in the third person


i dont understand magnetisation

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


Style

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i love it here

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you