Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

it is hopeful

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you have a beautiful account btw

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

division of reality is straying away from it

so an active mazelike process

Better Lift

autonomy of learning

Rain, starting

really i want the internet

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

so the method has to be autonomous

currently

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

so at the end

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"