Lift Analysis

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

feel you

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf abrar

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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abrar?

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so the method has to be autonomous

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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It Will Get Lighter

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

yeah

have you read

not so on: yvf(wthw)

autonomy of learning