I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

its performative

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

sorry i am texting like a slav

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Better Lift

all that is to say

its good

IWGD

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i want to do that too

autonomy of learning

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

much more tactility

...

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

kind of mythopoesis