My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

whats your name?

isaac

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you mean

i love it here

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

magnetises a pin

send link

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no longer writing in the third person

feel you

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

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Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

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