magnetises a pin

i love it here

no like which do people call me

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

whats your name?

which magnetises chains of pins

isaac newton

ion

what do you think my name is

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

idk

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

is this you as well


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

isaac

2 (actually index). two is company

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Today I felt like starting

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15


It Will Get Lighter

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

but really the thing should be autonomous

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

like first name

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.