something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
to work in time to get to the
timeless, perfection thru chaos
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator
consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
you cannot feed someone truth
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
division of reality is straying away from it
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?