i was tempted to lie about my name


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

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She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

I am below everything.

all that is to say

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.