propensity within someone
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.its performative
you cannot feed someone truth
i really havent
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
we need to be deconstructing our identities
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.i was tempted to lie about my name
ahnaf abrar
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
hiding from the rain
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17