the site i am dreaming

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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isaac

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we can only engage in such a way

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

not their contents

division of reality is straying away from it

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone truth

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

all that is to say

really i want the internet

but i respect your search

i really havent