Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but really the thing should be autonomous

no longer writing in the third person

Worse Lift

which magnetises chains of pins

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

yes

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

i understand

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

i really havent

Thank you, Jack

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

all that is to say

fw

your feed looks like my tumblr

magnetises a pin