i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

13, H, grate

in a post. I want to be remembered


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

autonomy of learning

its performative

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

"Put a blanket."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

magnetisation/form

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

its good

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

the site i am dreaming

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

its good short few pages

that looks like my instagram account

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i have read not even 1 book

fw

It Will Get Lighter

sorry i am texting like a slav