it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

but i respect your search

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

brb i will read and reply sincerely

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

you have a beautiful account btw

13, H, grate

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like magnets

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.