i really havent

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

i understand

is this you as well

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god being the centre magnet

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

division of reality is straying away from it

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

so the method has to be autonomous

sorry i am texting like a slav

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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It Will Get Lighter

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

not their contents

and the fake qualifier


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.