in a post. I want to be remembered
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
I am below everything.
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
and the fake qualifier
Thank you, Jack
bro i read nothing in my life
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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
but really the thing should be autonomous
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
the site i am dreaming
December 2025