She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Worse Lift

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

in a post. I want to be remembered

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain

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a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

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yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

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i love it here