Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

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December 2025

was it worth it

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

sorry i am texting like a slav

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

isaac

i dont understand magnetisation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i have read not even 1 book

and the fake qualifier

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

plato

so the method has to be autonomous
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

wait what is that

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we need to be deconstructing our identities

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

no i haven't really read anything

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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.