I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i understand

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

send your tumblr

I am below everything.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

magnetisation/form

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Today I felt like starting

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

plato

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

no longer writing in the third person

and the fake qualifier

i want to do that too

...

is everyoneback on tumblr now

ion

have you read

bro i read nothing in my life

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

no i haven't really read anything

magnetises a pin

i really havent

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i love it here

fw

was it worth it