that looks like my instagram account

have you read

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Thank you, Jack

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and the fake qualifier

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Rain, starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

yes

i really havent

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

ahnaf abrar


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

kind of mythopoesis

December 2025

send link

we can only engage in such a way

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

Better Lift

i understand