something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

no longer writing in the third person

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.