it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i understand

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

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this will be about a slug
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

hello reader,

and the fake qualifier

i really havent

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It Will Get Lighter

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

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Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

much more tactility

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

no i haven't really read anything

bro i read nothing in my life

I Write Goodbye Letter

"Put a blanket."

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.