so an active mazelike process
I am below everything.
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
have you read
or never left
send your tumblr
lol yea
ion
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.
Can I see
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
Better Lift
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
no longer writing in the third person
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
i want to do that too
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
its good
not so on: yvf(wthw)