Rain, starting

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

It Will Get Lighter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i have read not even 1 book

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

not their contents

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.