Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

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have you read

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


really i want the internet

i love it here


i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

autonomy of learning

but i respect your search

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


what do you mean

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


whats your name?

as in

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

plato

no longer writing in the third person

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

its good

we can only engage in such a way

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

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its good

you cannot feed someone truth

hiding from the rain