you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
so the method has to be autonomous
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Today I felt like starting
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
we can only engage in such a way
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
yes
i really havent
as in