so an active mazelike process

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

you cannot feed someone truth

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i love it here

no longer writing in the third person

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

its good short few pages

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

we need to be deconstructing our identities

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i was tempted to lie about my name

all that is to say

whats your name?

I Write Goodbye Letter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

propensity within someone

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate