i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

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thank you

was it worth it

like first name

your feed looks like my tumblr

that looks like my instagram account

idk

and the fake qualifier

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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bro i read nothing in my life

sorry i am texting like a slav

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

abrar?

is this you as well

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yes

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

like magnets