its performative
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
is everyoneback on tumblr now
yeah
that looks like my instagram account
i was tempted to lie about my name
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
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i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
what do you think my name is
and the fake qualifier
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
your feed looks like my tumblr
hiding from the rain
in a post. I want to be remembered
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf