Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
propensity within someone
its performative
no longer writing in the third person
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
feel you
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
you cannot feed someone truth
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
as in
Better Lift
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
magnetisation/form
i understand
so the method has to be autonomous
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people