i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

what do you think my name is

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

and the fake qualifier

bro i read nothing in my life

i want to do that too

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

like magnets

your feed looks like my tumblr

so at the end

you cannot feed someone truth

abrar?

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

send your tumblr

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

hello reader,

we need to be deconstructing our identities

plato

i have read not even 1 book

like first name

lol

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

isaac

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

December 2025

i understand

It Will Get Lighter

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

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