a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

but i respect your search

Better Lift

thank you

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

the site i am dreaming

barren land

which magnetises chains of pins

lol

i love it here

isaac newton

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i understand

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone truth

god being the centre magnet

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

division of reality is straying away from it

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

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the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

this will be about a slug

what do you mean

was it worth it