something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thank you, Jack

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

ahnaf abrar

abrar?


i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike


so the method has to be autonomous


i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no longer writing in the third person

Lift Analysis

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class