its performative
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
bro i read nothing in my life
As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
was it worth it
i want to do that too
that looks like my instagram account
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
god being the centre magnet
i dont understand magnetisation
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
no i haven't really read anything
"Put a blanket."
which magnetises chains of pins