i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
but i respect your search
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
no longer writing in the third person
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Can I see
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
i have read not even 1 book
...
all that is to say
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
isaac
feel you
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
barren land
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book