it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
as in
whats your name?
so at the end
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
all that is to say
you cannot feed someone truth
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
like magnets
isaac newton
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too specific."I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
yeah
I am below everything.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
idk
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
December 2025