Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

lol yea

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

autonomy of learning

its performative

fw

i dont understand magnetisation

ion

no i haven't really read anything

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It Will Get Lighter

bro i read nothing in my life

i love it here

i was tempted to lie about my name

what do you think my name is

what do you mean

was it worth it

wait what is that

i want to do that too

this will be about a slug

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

send link


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