to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Thank you, Jack
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
propensity within someone
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
no longer writing in the third person
December 2025
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
god being the centre magnet
as in
we need to be deconstructing our identities
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
yeah
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike