was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

It Will Get Lighter

It Will Get Lighter

is this you as well

that looks like my instagram account

...

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


we want to live the knowledge too live the content

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

you cannot feed someone truth

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

is everyoneback on tumblr now

December 2025

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Slug

so an active mazelike process

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

not their contents

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so at the end

much more tactility