i love it here

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

division of reality is straying away from it

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

propensity within someone

"Put a blanket."

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so at the end

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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magnetisation/form

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

that looks like my instagram account

much more tactility


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Rain, starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025