theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i see a website
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
in a post. I want to be remembered
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
Can I see
division of reality is straying away from it
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
no i haven't really read anything