i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i love it here
autonomy of learning
barren land
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
is everyoneback on tumblr now
I am below everything.
idk
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
fw
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
plato
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
so an active mazelike process
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
like first name
we can only engage in such a way
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Thank you, Jack
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."