like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

or never left

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

send link

I am below everything.

i really havent

have you read

lol yea

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you have a beautiful account btw

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

all that is to say

which magnetises chains of pins

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.