It Will Get Lighter

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Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Today I felt like starting

no longer writing in the third person

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

it is hopeful

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

division of reality is straying away from it

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah

so the method has to be autonomous