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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Picture

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

hiding from the rain

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Style

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Can I see

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

much more tactility

i understand

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

what do you think my name is

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away