I Write Goodbye Letter

It Will Get Lighter

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

kind of mythopoesis

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

no longer writing in the third person

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"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

we need to be deconstructing our identities

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

so at the end

all that is to say

much more tactility

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

we can only engage in such a way

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine