a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
god being the centre magnet
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i dont understand magnetisation
we can only engage in such a way
propensity within someone
sorry i am texting like a slav
i was tempted to lie about my name
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
bro i read nothing in my life
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the
early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite
right.