bro i read nothing in my life
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
December 2025
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much more tactility
autonomy of learning
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
i understand
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
like magnets
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
so the method has to be autonomous
i dont understand magnetisation
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Today I felt like starting
no i haven't really read anything
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
not their contents