okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

no longer writing in the third person

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

we can only engage in such a way

I am below everything.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol

that looks like my instagram account

i understand

Lift Analysis

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

we need to be deconstructing our identities

fw

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos