no i haven't really read anything

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"Put a blanket."

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

propensity within someone

is this you as well

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

its performative

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

idk

yeah

not their contents

isaac newton

autonomy of learning

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

hiding from the rain

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

yeah

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

lol

fw

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.