nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

in a post. I want to be remembered

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

plato

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

division of reality is straying away from it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

barren land

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

sorry i am texting like a slav

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

but really the thing should be autonomous

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

plato

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

so the method has to be autonomous

hiding from the rain

really i want the internet

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50